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Tuesday, May 24th, 2005
1:03 am - Okay guys...
I think I'm gonna change lj names... i'm bored, it's 1 in the morning, and i've got a great idea for a name!

add this name everyone!
4 asshole!
Thursday, May 5th, 2005
11:04 am
for all you non-massachusetts people, that is the state testing that is required to graduate.
It's weird... I guessed most of the answers logically because I really didn't know what the fuck they were talking about for most of it. I just can't fucking believe I passed with the score of 220.... that is amazing! I'm a horrible, HORRIBLE math student... and the math on that test is incredibly hard.... AND I PASSED IT! I'm in COMPLETE SHOCK.

I am so fucking glad that I got that over with... alot of other kids that are better at math than me have had to take that test OVER and OVER and OVER....

AND I PASSED IT!!!!!!!!!!! WITH A 220!!!!!


current mood: in a state of shock
17 asshole!
Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005
10:06 am
drinkbeer is off the friends list cuz he sucks! woooo
3 asshole!
Thursday, March 24th, 2005
4:07 pm
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71 asshole!
Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
10:13 pm - I want to make this shit friends only...
I want to make this friends only for safety reasons... (my own safety)
because if the wrong people read this then i'm fucked.
I don't exactly know how though... eh, someone explain?
17 asshole!
Friday, March 18th, 2005
12:44 am
Kat's party was so fucking amazingly fun. I really did enjoy myself quite alot. I really hadn't had that much fun in a long time. The crowd was just so diverse and extremely interesting. Everyone just laughed at eachother and threw things at eachother (I got a duct tape wallet thrown at me and it hit me in the eye).
What sucks though is the fact that it's really hard for me to get high with this new medication I'm taking. I mean, maybe I got a little bit high, but in general, not really. But despite all of that, I really had an amazing time and met the most awesome people.
Hah, and you think I only want to hang out with punks. Fuck you. People are awesome in general... and then they suck. Then they're awesome again.
8 asshole!
Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
5:19 pm
me and my sweet kittyyy
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22 asshole!
11:19 am
Less school, more music, assholes.

I hate wednesdays so fucking much. I need a cigarette.

My makeup is cool today. I am just getting more and more creative with these new colors. First I did orange, then I did blue outlining and a bit of purple at the tip of my lids.

Anyways, school is lame, finals are lame and "the real world" is fucking lame. Let's all just run away to a fucking island that has everything we want.

current mood: apathetic
4 asshole!
Tuesday, March 15th, 2005
9:21 pm
party at kat's house on thursday!
that should be fun, i'll get to see people that i don't see ever anymore and be a psycho bitch with kat.
<333 funnnnnnnnnnn
2 asshole!
11:32 am
guess what guys? i think i'm gonna go to defiance.

who else is going? comment if you are so i know to look for you!
18 asshole!
Monday, March 14th, 2005
9:26 pm
i got some new makeup at spencers and i played around with it tonight so i thought i'd share... it looks a little uneven in one of the pictures.
makeup fun!Collapse )
48 asshole!
11:27 am
Fuck native american studies. Fuck it. Fuck all the homework and fuck the way Netania teaches that makes me so fucking uninterested. Fuck school and the way people are supposed to learn. Fuck working hard. Fuck being A.D.D. Fuck all of you and your fucking left brains. Fuck grades and fuck homework. Fuck straight A students, you can shove your straight A's right up your ass.
Fuck caring about things and people and fuck the future. Fuck doctors, lawyers, and dentists. Fuck the successful lifestyle. Fuck your brains. Fuck "utopia". Fuck 9 to 5. Fuck yourself.
175 asshole!
Sunday, March 13th, 2005
4:43 pm
what the fuck? it's not fair, why do i have to be so short this old? i'm 16 and 5'1'', and it's fucking pathetic... all the other girls are all tall and beautiful and i'm this short little thing and i look like i'm 12... ughhh what the fuck, it's just NOT FAIR. It's like every month my mom measures me and it's always the same height.. i never grow, I never get anywhere. I'm just always going to fucking be the way I am and it's going to depress the shit out of me.
None of you understand so don't even try to.
14 asshole!
1:41 pm
at first i was at war with read only mode and now it's database temporarily not available!! grrrrrr fuck that
1 asshole!
Saturday, March 12th, 2005
8:13 pm
ever get that feeling where you just don't want to deal with people? tired of fucking highschool drama? just want to be a loner and have some fucking peace and quiet? tired of people iming you with their stupid problems and you could just care less? want to get out of your town so you can be with people that are less lame? hate people but at the same time wish that you had people that were actually awesome around you? just want to start over? want everything to fuck off and die?
well that's how i'm feeling. I also ran out of cigarettes. This sucks because when I want cigarettes i have to find some random asshole in town who looks older. It sucks because that requires me to go to town. Town sucks balls and seeing stupid assholes that used to go to school with me that are older now but still caught up in their stupid fucking highschool drama makes me want to puke.

This has been a cliche livejournal post! it's just like everyone else's!!!!!!!!!
hey i admitted it therefore I rule.
9 asshole!
Friday, March 11th, 2005
8:13 pm
I honestly think this medication is making me not myself... it's really creepy. Like, I don't know, I just don't have as much pent up energy.
10 asshole!
5:51 pm
join youngandsnotty
2:13 pm
blah... all the food goes away once i become hungry.

current mood: hungry
2 asshole!
Thursday, March 10th, 2005
11:46 am - hahh
today on the bus on the way to school, carlos the bus driver was playing this awful pop crap and I think he's like half deaf, and he was like dancing and tapping his finger and whistling along all out of key... it was hilarious and all of us were cracking up. He's like the nicest bus driver I've ever met though. Most bus drivers are assholes because they wasted their lives and now they're pissed because it's the only way they can make money and they hate those little brats. Or maybe I'm just an ignorant little shit making stupid assumptions.

current mood: amused
2 asshole!
Wednesday, March 9th, 2005
4:10 pm - white pride, you're an american
today I was reading the little kids this book about Daddies. It was called the "Daddy book".
it was really stereotypical and kind of racist... like in one part it said "Some daddies are white, some daddies are black, some daddies are red, some daddies are yellow" and in the picture of all the daddies, the red daddy was like REALLY red. I found that pretty offensive. Apparently this book was from the 50's.. but it's pretty messed up. It talked about the fucking stereotypical jobs that "fathers" have, and how when they come from work they eat meals (most likely made by the wife) and it made fun of men who cook and clean and all that stuff. I felt really REALLY weird reading it to these kids. I mean, I bet people read books like this to them all the time, and it will probably put all these stereotypical images of families and people and how they're supposed to act in their heads. These are really cool kids too and they don't need to be read garbage like that.

I think my native american studies class is making me think more about stereotypes, but even if I weren't taking that class I'd still take note of this awful book of american stereotypes.

that's about the only noteable thought I've had all day, so I thought I'd share.

current mood: calm
6 asshole!
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